clothedbbws-deactivated20130314 asked: i guess it's since i'm a semi-porn blog, heh. i dunno.
oh i dont mind :) anyway its hard to get on here from my phone. anyway youd want to kik? maybe chat some? all_hail_undead :)
Another drabble. My OTP.
AN: This is a short drabble that I need to get out after watching the promo for 309.
Ian walks up to Mickey, finally tracking him down. Milkaviches are the hardest to find when they dont want to be found. Ian couldn’t believe what he had heard, Married. Mickey was getting married? What does that even mean? To who? Was Mickey seeing someone behind his back? As he walked up he couldn’t think of anything to start with instead he just blurted out, “Married? You’re getting married?”
Mickey turns to him and just shrugs and starts to walk away. “What the hell does that mean? Why wont you talk to me?!”
“Why? Why wont I talk to you? When the fuck do I ever talk to you about shit like this? I dont ever talk about anything! You know that!”
“I thought this time would actually be different.” Ian says, trying to defend an argument that was ust proven wrong. He just wants Mickey to be there, he cannot believe what hes hearing.
“You know why I didnt say a word to you? You left. You left me, basically fucking twice,. You want to talk about it? Fine. You werent there for me. You think I wanted that bitch on me? You wouldnt even fucking look at me! All I wanted was for you to look at me!”
Ian cuts him off. “i didnt want to look at that bitch fucking you!”
“Then you didnt have to look at her! You could have fucking looked at me! I needed you! I fucking needed you to just look at me, ket me know you were there! But no, you ficking looked away. You turned your back on me. So I did what I had to do. Then you turn your back on me a week later! Its not my fault you went there expecting something that you knew would never happen. You knew I wouldnt want to talk abou tthat shit. You want some guy thats gonna be a boyfriend. Someone who will be out and all that shit. So go find one. Im done with this shit.”
Ian was crushed, he looked up at Mickey with those sad eyes. That broken hearted look Mickey knew all too well. “I just…”
“You just nothing. I needed you and you turned your back on me. Why should I keep going with this shit? Risk all this shit for you when if I need you you wont be there? I might not have been holding your ass, petting your head, telling you things would be ok. But I was there when you had problems. You werent there for me. So Im done. If I marry this bitch I wont have to worry about shit.”
“….except that youre gay…” Ian said quietly. Mickey turned to him quick and gave him an uppercut straight to the gut. Ian falls to the ground coughing. He looks up to Mickey searching his eyes.
“Im not gay! Get the fuck away from me.”
“Mickey…” Ian looks up at him.
“Im done. Remember that? For good.” Mickey turns and starts walking away. Ian gets up with a cough, runs to Mickey grabbing his arm.
“Mickey dont do this. I…I need you…I love you.” He half expected Mickey to turn and swing on him. But nothing happened. He just stood there. “I walked away…I thought that you were going to shut me out again. I couldnt….I dont care if youll never be out. I dont care about all that. What weve been…before all that shit happened…it was great…it was actually perfect. Im sorry I hurt you. Im sorry Mickey…just please dont do this.”
“Have to…only way to get my dad off my back. Else he wont ever leave either of us alone.”
Ian watches Mickey for a min quiet, “weve been through a hell of a lot worse…”
Mickey gives him a small smirk letting Ian know things are starting to be ok between them. Ian loved that smirk. Other couples look for that big happy smile. But not Ian. He just looks for that small smirk to cross Mickey’s lips. He knew they’d be ok and free. Some day.
Anonymous asked: can i ask where you're from?
I’m from the US. Indiana. Can I ask, why are you anon? Id love to talk with you :)
Anonymous asked: saw your submission to chubby-bunnies... you're a beautiful girl :)
Oh my goodness…thank you so much :)
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